TEMPTATION

Curious with da eyes
Curious with da mind
Jumping thought of pleasing my spot
Temptation has knock on ur door
Flirting.......
......Playing
Temptation lives here
Sweet thoughts to naughty thoughts
Can we play
Curiosity got da mind wandering
Secrets of ur desire
Wanting more of da four play
Teasing da mind
Teasing da emotion
Running wild with nasty thought
Wondering if u could control it
Temptation is knocking on ur door
Open doors
Keeping doors shut
Cuz its a secret
Dat should not be tamper with
Who knows temptation

Naomi~7-4-11~

BUILDINGS

Big ones small ones
U choose one
Short ones Tall ones
Who got one
Vacant
Occupy
Don't u hear them whispering
Dark cold hall to
Crowded damn hall
Please don't touch da walls
Cuz they standing tall
But they need to fall
Demolish floors
Looking for a clean doors
To escape from da frighten noise

~Naomi Carter~
Written on da train to bk
Choose one cuz we got them all

SUNSHINE

AS BRIGHT AS DA SUN
AS HE BRIGHTEN UP MY DAY
HE CALL ME HIS SUNSHINE
MY SMILE IS AS TALL AS SUNFLOWER
CUZ IM HIS SUNSHINE
IM GRINNING FROM EAR TO EAR
CUZ IM HIS SUNSHINE
HE TICKLE MY THOUGHT TO SEE MY SMILE
CUZ IM HIS SUNSHINE
MY RADIANT FEELING IS SO FRESH AND SASSY ITS MAKING MY HEART ANEW
CUZ IM HIS SUNSHINE
DA NITE ISNT DARK
CUZ IM HIS SUNSHINE
MY BODY IS WARM FROM DA THOUGHT OF BEING HIS
CUZ HE TOLD ME IM HIS SUNSHINE
WOW WAT A BEAUTIFUL FEELING
CUZ IM HIS SUNSHINE

NAY
March 27, 2010

INVISIBLE LOVE

MY HEART IS AS BIG AS DA SEA
MY LOVE IS AS WIDE AS DA OCEAN
U STILL TREAT ME LIKE I'M INVISIBLE
BUT I STILL LIVE AND LOVE
AS I MOVE ON TO FIND DAT TRUE AND REAL LOVE
I HOLD U DEAR TO MY HEART........
NAY
3-27-10

Mentally Stimulating Day by Day

I'm mentally stimulating with a damn headache feeling free want to let go to enjoy each moment with no pain no sad face no worries no anger no fighting no sorrow with no tears beside tears of joy but things would b unbalanced if we receive this blessing would we b able to handle it and not abuse it blessing each day hoping and praying for another day without da darkness hovering over our day to day daily routine....
Take da time is all da time to say I made it through day with no drama look at urself we are drama cuz we r alive whether its good or bad drama but we always get a boost off da bad drama to make through da day smh as Im mentally stimulated let me feed u about mind over matter its just like da domino effect where they all fall into place cuz they so neatly setup and neatly when they fall conquer ur day with less drama and feed ur heart with more joy cuz we all want everybody know we doing good I didn't ask for a perfect world just a good US

~~Nay Out with this headache dancing on side my temple~~
5-19-11

MOTHERHOOD

Fruitfulness of life
Bundle of joy
Unconditional love like never before
Warmth
Understanding
Compassion
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY
ON THIS NEW DAY FOR DAT ONE DAY BUT WE DO IT EVERY DAY
WITH EYES CLOSE AND OUR HANDS TIED BEHIND OUR BACK
WITH DA LOVE WE SHARE & GIVE
DAT NEVER ENDS
WOW WHAT A MOTHER SHE IS
A BATTLE WE STAND FOR MOTHERHOOD
LIKE LION PROTECTING HER CUB HELPING TO SURVIVE DA EVIL WORLD WHETHER ITS WRONG OR RIGHT
OUR LOVE NEVER END
WHAT A MOTHER NOT FROM DA HOOD BUT A MOTHER WHO CELEBRATE MOTHERHOOD WITH DA KNOWLEDE OF LEARNING AND GROWING EVERYDAY THANKS FOR THIS MOTHER DAY DAT IS EVERYDAY

Naomi
5-7-11
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ALONE

Here but not here
Gone but not for long
Silent
But so noisy
Friends
Buddies
Lovers
Enemies
Wife/Husband
Still alone
Day/night
So far apart
But so near
Distance between sheet
But on top when u feel da heat
But still feel alone
Confuse with noise
Chaos with silent
I shouldn't feel alone
Companionship is so cold
I look upon da wall my shadow feels alone
Feeling chills running up my bones
From being so damn alone

~DLG~
Naomi 4-26-11

WARRIOR

"Its not about da amount u killed its about da battle u conquer or battle u endure to da end"
A real Warrior~Naomi~

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DEPTHS OF TIME

Time of all time is da beginning of time
Where it start
Shall it end
No ones knows
Lost time
To search our time
From here to there
We still don't know
Lost time
We shall never know/da truth
Secrets are laid in its time
From generation to generation
Your story to our story
No one really knows
Da really meaning of our time
Such a long time to our time
To understand depths of times

~DLG~ 4-24-11
Naomi

Nasty Thoughts pt.3

She can't stop her nasty thoughts
Tongue tied between my legs
Letting me lost control
As my thoughts gasp for more
Digging deep into my soul
Taking short breathe
Wanting you to run around my one eye dat don't wink
Muscle is tense
Holding on tight like I'm on a bike
Biting down on da sheetless mattress
As you bit love thoughts in my ear
Nasty thoughts is wat I know
Continue wrestling with my thoughts
While I stay in control
1 2 3
I'm pinned with more of dat throbbing thought hoping it won't end
Holding on tight again
As he dancing around my clitoris
Now confuse with my thought
Hearing vibration noise tickle my anus
Oh wat nasty thoughts she haves

~Naomi~
4-22-1
wat u c is wat u get real & truth

Nasty Thoughts pt.2

As I continue my Nasty thought
Tasting da thought of nastiness
Feeling da thought of nastiness
Arousing for love makes it tasty
Close your eyes and feel my nasty thought
Letting da water pound down my breast as my nipple harden for affection
Tapping ur tongue on my lip
As you foreplay my thought
Waiting for dat erotic moment to explode
Can you handle my nasty thought
Grabbing with ur manly hand hoping dat ur tool creep into my peak
Making it ease for him to slide into my tunnel
Wat nasty thought
As you lay spread them damn legs hike up ur hip let see ur sway as your back arch into position
Damn my nasty thought
I think I need to slow down before we lose our pace
Sometime slow sometime fast damn its just right with ur nasty ways
Muffling ur moan hoping it get louder after each deep stroke
Clapping ur cheeks as u jump for joy hoping no one knows
Screaming ur name in orgasm mode
Such a damn lady with my nasty thought dat some want to display
Da thought dat runs loose is not kept quiet
~~nay out~~ 1-6-11
wat u c is wat u get real & truth

Nasty Thoughts

MY NASTY THOUGHT HMMMMMMMMMM
HER WANTS
HER NEEDS
HER GETS
HER GOT
HER HAVES
SUCH THOUGHT WE ALL HAVE
BUT CANT NOT EXPRESS OUT ALOUD
TOUCHING AND KISSING
WRESTLING WITH HER TOY AND HIM
LETTING HER LIBIDO RUN WILD
CUZ SHE DONT CARE CUZ DAT DA WAY SHE FEEL
AS LONG ITS WITH HIM
HIS TOOL THUMBING ON HER THROBBING CLITIROS
AS HER TOY VIBRATE HER LIPS
LETTING HER KNOW SHE DOING DA RITE THING CUZ SHE GOT TO HAVE IT
GIVING HER POWERFUL ORGASM
REACHING DAT CLIMAX IS REACHING DAT EXTRA HIGH LIKE A DOPE FIEND
WANTING TO KEEP DAT FIRST POWERFUL ORGASM
TOUCHING HER PEAK AS HE DIG DEEP INTO HER SOUL
READING HER THOUGHTS IN HER EYES ASKING HER R U READY TO EXPLODE
SHE DONT WANT DA HIGH TO GO WAY
KEEP GOING UNTIL SHE PASSES OUT DAMN HER LIBIDO IS OUT
AND SHE DONT CARE CUZ
DAT ALL SHE NEED WITH HER NASTY THOUGHTS

JADA GREEN QUOTED: AN ORGASM A DAY KEEPS THE DOCTOR AWAY....LOL

NAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2-26-10

wat u c is wat u get real & truth

Brokenhearted

Like broken glass dat shattered
Into a million pieces
Like crack mirror split down middle
Hoping you don't get seven years bad luck
Like arrow shooting through ur heart
Hoping its cupid but its dat pain
Piercing like knife
Staring into da night
Cuz its dark from all da pain
Dying
Splitting
Aching
Crushing love of da heart
Heavy load to endure
Oh wat a broken soul
Lost with thoughts
Losing control
No where to go
Days are pitch black
From da love u lost
Da love dat don't suppose to end
Why is my heart broken

In due time da heart heal if u allow it
Don't let ur heart b in hell
Let love and patience rejoice

~Naomi~ 4-22-11
wat u c is wat u get real & truth

LOST SOULS

Shallow

Lost

Feeling empty

Such lost soul

Cold as ice

Like sharp dagger piercing

Through ur heart

Dark

Lonely like sheep lost in woods

A mind dat is tainted by empty

Promise

Oh wat a lost soul

Wicked

Deception

Destroyed

Evil dat control da mind

Such empty soul

Da pain dat walks da street

Looking like zombies

Hatred dat walk da minds of youth

Wat a diminish soul

Lost souls of our time

~Naomi Carter~

POEMS OF HIGHWAY

My thoughts are HIGH

My thoughts are on its way
Oh such a highway I go
As I move along da way
Words are embedded into da clouds
As look ahead to da sky
I see rainbow steps
Straight to heaven
Follow me to my
Highway of poems
My thoughts
My fears
 My battle
To my
Sweet thoughts
Sunshine
Heartbeat
To all my secret of life
To dat step of highway to heaven
My Poems of highway is where i go

~Naomi Carter~

Heartbeat

skip to my lou
skip to my lou
I'm his darling
so now I'm dancing to his heart beat down dat yellow brick road
thank god I didn't bump my head cuz he got me rolling down dat hill
omg I don't want to stop
so don't put me in dat corner
riding dat joy of hope
as u sit me on dat wall
to c my king waving hi cuz
I'm dancing to his heartbeat and he don't make me weak and I'm moving all around to my head to ground
cuz I'm dancing to his heartbeat
~NAOMI~
wat u c is wat u get real & truth

FEAR

Fear
Anxiety
Worry
Scared
Doubt
Nerves
Hate
Lost without him
Confuse with him
It's out of control
I'm in web of chaos
It's him, him, him
Why its a repeat
Time after time
Things not right
Ups and downs
Stomach is tight
Am I doing it right?
Damn I'm scared
Why fear lives here?

NAY
wat u c is wat u get real & truth

THE ENDLESS GAME CALLED LIFE

when life has its ups & downs
hmm do it suppose to
thinking....
obstacles like I'm on a track n field
gambling like a roll of dice
moving back and forth to dodge dat ball
Hit me I hit you back who in da hell playing tag
watching mines like am playing a game of chess
damn life sound like game
if u can't keep up don't play
they say we have freedom but there's always a wall blocking us
I thought da wall of berlin was knock down
I thought this was da land of da free
so why do we feel trap with life decision
we are on this ride dat no one knows
Life seem so confusing
when shit don't seem rite
There goes dat journey dat we must take
Whether we know its rite or wrong
Be strong is a understatement
How strong u got to be to handle da bullshit
Love, Wealth, Health, Religion, Family, Career, Education, Job
Which one
U choose
U damn clown
We trying to juggle them all without dropping one of life obstacles
Wat a endless game called life

COLOR OF LOVE

DA BEAUTY OF TRUE LOVE IS LIKE A RAINBOW ITS SO BEAUTIFUL
-NAOMI CARTER

Missing them

As the time pass......

Your all I miss

My time with your was way too too short

So I hold my tears

For all your had missed

Your will be embedded in my heart

Cuz your I truly miss

R.I.P Rahkim & Qua niece

Cleaning

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sweeping wiping scrubbing spraying

dats all i do is clean

washing dishes to scrubbing da toilet to do laundry
damn dats all i know
im getting dizzy from all disinfectant and detergent to make it clean
fresh smelling to dirty smelling
cant keep a clean house with messy kids and traffic running back in forth
damn i need a vacation
from keep it clean
can i lock them in one place so they don't make a mess
to cleaning

BATTLE

A WAR WITH DECEPTION I CANT TAKE
A WAR WITH LIES SUCH A FAKE
A BATTLE I MUST TAKE
A WAR WITH CHAOS WITH NO DEFENSE TEAM
FEELING WEAK AND DEFENDLESS
A BATTLE I STAND ALONE
A WAR WITH CHEATER WITHOUT NO WINNERS
A WAR WITH ABUSER WITHOUT BANDAGE TO COVER DA WOUNDS
A WAR WITH USER DAT DONT KNOW HOW TO USE
A BATTLE I WALK ALONE
A WAR DAT CONFUSING CUZ NO ONE MAKING SENSE
A WAR WITH CASUALITIES
WHO SURVIVE
MY WAR IS CRAZY BUT IM READY
MY BATTLE IM TRYING TO CONTROL
 
~NAY~

TIME

time time time
seconds minutes hours days weeks months years
time to change
time to eat
time to cheat
time to talk
time to play
time to mate
time to laugh
time to cry
time to pray
time to make peace
all this time u had
u still didnt move da fuck on....
Don't be stuck cuz time doesn't wait for no one
Dat got damn time

Sweet Thoughts

Sweet thoughts for ur heart
Never want u to feel no pain
Sweet thoughts for ur heart
Please don't shed no tears
Sweet thoughts for ur heart
Love shouldn't have no fear
Sweet thoughts for ur heart
Don't walk on my heart
Sweet thoughts for ur heart
Please don't tell no lies
Sweet thoughts for ur heart
Yes I got ur heart cuz I will never b apart for I don't share them thoughts
Sweet thoughts for us to share

DAT WOMAN

For every woman dat cry theirs a bitch dat smile
For every woman dats true theirs a hoe creeping
For every woman dats real theirs a jump off pretending
For every woman dats home their goes a boot call waiting
For every woman dats all woman their goes another waiting in line 

to take ur fucking place
A woman dat trying to hold her title fights to da end 

unless u lose dat battle cause he chose

SPEAK FREELY

U SPEAK
I SPEAK
WE ALL SPEAK FREELY
FREE (OPEN MINDED)
PRISON OF DA MIND
AFRAID TO B FREE
TALK TO ME
SPEAK WAT U WANT
LET ME PLAY WITH UR THOUGHTS
CUZ MY MIND IS RACING
CUZ MY THOUGHT R LOOSE AND I WANT TO SPEAK
SPEAK WITH KNOWLEDGE
SPEAK WITH BOLDNESS
SPEAK WITH EXPERIENCE
CHASING MY WORDS TO FIND DAT THOUGHT
FROM NEGATIVE TO POSITIVE
DA MIND IS TRICKY IF U DON'T KNOW HOW TO CONTROL
DA MIND IS POWERFUL SO SPEAK TO ME WITH UR KNOWLEDGE
SO I COULD FEED IT TO SOME ONE ELSE

JUST ASK ME WAS I SPEAKING FREELY

SECRETS PT.1

Secrets dat hides forever secrets dat need to be reveal
Secret of lies deception truth and facts
Lives full of promises dat keep us in da closet
Oh wat shall I reveal with a world full of secret we shall not reveal
Locked doors
Closed eyes
Skeleton
Bones
ssssssssssshhhh
Hiding in da closet when should it be free
From time to time none thing have been reveal cuz I promise to keep ur secret why shall I not tell if it will set it free
century after decades in between da years of secret why can It be reveal why should It be that secret u don't want to share
Open ur mind be free
Da truth hurt and its not a secret

THE STEPS OF LIFE

The steps of life
a life dat came upon us
from birth canal to a room full 0f lights
what a start of life as we cry out aloud wondering what I did to come upon this life
Wat stepping stone we have to take
Start our journey of life is a path we have to take alone
Starring me right as I walk this path will I make curves down my path?
do I see a wrong or right in what I do
as I mentor my life for da next youth
I must inspire myself to expect da truth of life
As I coming to child to youth to adult
I see changes in my path as I mature myself for my real journey of life that will effect my future for eternity
As I been educated through youth
I find Love with dat has its ups and downs
I find sharing and caring with makes me whole (offspring)
Do we share companionship do we wed or not
Oh so many reason for our passion dat wage our judgment
I'm still traveling through life and it has it obstacle and I'm just getting started
Do I suffer
Do I rejoice
This a challenge we all have to take whether you have a silver spoon or not
I work, I'm giving, feeding, drinking clothed, housed, sharing my sorrow and joy
Da journey still continue as i see my freedom be stomped on
As I feel(felt)like I'm selling and buying my soul as I ask forgiveness
As I feel(felt)da pain of my journey the punishment has been embedded
I still stand for my journey with da good and bad I stand
Time has put a toll on da body and mind as each passing moment we should spare whether we sharing and giving each season to change with time
As we dance around our friendship with life and trying treasure each talking memorable moment such beauty and pleasures to share when ur journey is being tested
To all our prayers we ask for dat second chance dat second relief on life as we try to respect and understand each other religion
Wow wat a travel I will make to define da meaning of life as walk down dat path we shall find truth
until we meet dat crossroad of death I shall continue my journey of life
As wise man say Farewell to u and da youth I have spent with u
Da unknown of life dat has its reason
~~Naomi~~

WHAT A LOAD

head heavy holding a whole lot of thought 

from good to bad thoughts to bad to good thought 

so many ideas filling up in my head 

head feeling heavy 

da power of ur mind whether those thoughts are conscious or unconscious be aware of knowledge be aware of da law 

aware of da power u have through ur thoughts 

damn my head is heavy so be aware of ur thought before you speak

expressing

my thoughts are loose watch out now I'm coming I'm coming omg I'm coming WAIT let me go wipe myself damn my thoughts are loose